This lesson is for those precious few that want to be in love in order to have sex with someone. I am not sure how most people now-a-days can have sex with no attachment and no after-thought. I called myself trying to “have sex without emotion” but dammit I feel into the ditch again. I have a habit of thinking I will feel one way, only to know I will actually feel another way. I hadnt had sex in over 4 months, since my last relationship. I had resisted other men because I wanted to be in love before sleeping with anyone else. But recently my ex-boyfriend started contacting me, so I decided that I would just give in to my emotion and ride the wave. So I allowed him to come over and spend the night, but the first night I was resistant to him to, I knew that he wanted to but I didnt want to make it so easy. So the next day, I asked just the right questions so that he would want to see me again. It worked, and I went over his house that night. Well low and behold we end up having sex, great sex at that, and then the next day I hear nothing but silence from him. Havent talked to him since, and yes I have reached out to him. I even made mention of it to him and he is response was, “Dont do that”. Thanks buddy.
I always wonder how I continually allow myself to be so stupid. I am so desperately in seach of love and acceptance that I deal with stupid shit like this. So it is my conclusion that “Sex without love hurts”. Doesnt hurt the body but demolishes the mind!
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